hope with hard work is something worth fighting for
I'm sitting at my desk eating grapes and cottage cheese,and just feel lucky that I can. Lucky that I have hope to hold on tohope that…
Perfectionism & Death
It's not until the influence was gonethat I realized how strong it was,how deep it's roots were,and how little of what it grewI wanted to…
And so I let it burn.
Today was one of those days wherethe casual jokingabout something personal and important to me,and the way people in powercan let their ego result in crueltyjust…
If you know, you know, and if you don’t, count yourself lucky.
I've been trying to meet new people, make new friends, since Steve died. It's the first thing they tell you to do, right? So, being…
You must first understand in order to make yourself understood.
Be authentic, they shout, don't worry about the other! I propose that this attitude is The Problem more often than The Solution, but each to their own journey and experiences.
“Man cannot remake himself without suffering” – and fuck the rule makers.
I'm exhausted and hurting. I'm feeling not good enough on multiple fronts.But I'm slowly working my way through letting go.There's been so much letting go.But…
[SIR] Kittens, Pandemics, Responsibility, and Disappointment
Become a Patron! Half of this is just me prying kitten claws out of my skin, but the rest is on needs, the pandemic, responsibility…
Disheveled, Expectations, And Boundaries
I told myself I'd update this weekend. It's... oy. Just, oy. I am a week behind on work, and while I have an actual medical…
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[SIR] On Modern Relationships, Expectations, & Agility
Become a Patron! Whooboy. I've been asked about this one a bunch, and if it wasn't for the number of conversations I've had this month…
[SIR] You Are A Small God, and Creation Makes A Mess
Become a Patron! This episode is what happens when THREE DAYS of organizing and cleaning to find my Wacom Intuos4 pen stylus (between work) meets…