I'm sitting at my desk eating grapes and cottage cheese,and just feel lucky that I can. Lucky that I have hope to hold on tohope that I can make ...
Perfectionism & Death
It's not until the influence was gonethat I realized how strong it was,how deep it's roots were,and how little of what it grewI wanted to keep. -- I ...
And so I let it burn.
Today was one of those days wherethe casual jokingabout something personal and important to me,and the way people in powercan let their ...
If you know, you know, and if you don’t, count yourself lucky.
I've been trying to meet new people, make new friends, since Steve died. It's the first thing they tell you to do, right? So, being an artist and ...
You must first understand in order to make yourself understood.
I started a painting this past week, my first new one on canvas in years. (I've been working on papers.) This is a big deal to me. This is a major ...
“Man cannot remake himself without suffering” – and fuck the rule makers.
I'm exhausted and hurting. I'm feeling not good enough on multiple fronts.But I'm slowly working my way through letting go. There's been so much ...
Disheveled, Expectations, And Boundaries
I told myself I'd update this weekend. It's... oy. Just, oy. I am a week behind on work, and while I have an actual medical excuse, I'm still ...
Incandescence, Grief, And The Failure of the Western Medical system
I don't know the best place to start, and it's certainly not the beginning, so we're going to grab a random thread and hold on for dear life. To ...
On Friends, Jewelry, & Public Records
Well, I'm going to be adding jeweler back to my job titles officially. I ordered a brand new jeweler's saw and new silver solder this past weekend ...
On Storms and Energy and A New Painting
There is a noticeable change when a big storm is swirling around nearby - something inside comes alive in a way that can be a little bit Much, even ...
